Today is the day after yesterday, the realisation that even when things go wrong, they can go right. Today I hate but yet I love so much. In a vicious circle of where I should be going I just do not know. But I do know that I am on my way.
I know that in my life I have the people in it that I need and want and that they have to stay. I know that the positives in general outweigh the bad and the best cure for a frown is hot chocolate with 10 thousand spoonfuls of sugar and a run. Running being rare with mini humans so it is more a tendency to sit an listen to the chaos whilst attempting to not feel like a caged animal.
What is this? And why is it when you want to curl away and hide your name is called? Why is it always in life you take 1 step forward and 4 million back.
Why can I never find the time to have a bath? Where is my hairbrush? Why do I not smile like I used to.
I miss going to the park! The weather at the moment burns. The cold never has took my fancy. I wish we could just stay in bed and watch Disney films! I miss being younger, I hate that I am so mature and yet so immature. During the years it seems the sense of humor in the human race is in dire need of getting laid. And why do people realise when they are not funny!
Sex? What is it about sex that makes people feel so insecure? Why can 2 human beings make children and yet feel so embarrassed when changing with the light on? Why when there is so much dishonesty in life can 2 naked bodies not see the sense in that that is all they all? You do realise that how you feel is most definitely not how the opposite parties sees it. And for the record scrawny – never a good luck!
Today is a new day, Tomorrow is the way forward, behind you is only something to look back on, to learn from, to laugh at and to move on.
Tonight is the new beginning.
I love you all.