The past few weeks have been a huge test of faith, of really HAVING to help myself with my thoughts and keeping my mindset of that of openness and allowing.
So what has been happening since I have been AWOL?
My Macbook just randomly broke, When I opened my fruity beauty the screen had lines up the left hand side. I was so so upset but I knew that this test was the universe giving me an exam in using what I know and really giving myself the chance of being supported by the universe. In this instance I didn’t panic, and in my time of need this video was presented to me by a very wonderful lady called Stephanie Churma from The Good Love Company.
It was exactly what I needed. Those two words “Divinely Supported” lit up my soul so brightly. It instantly made me feel connected and okay, it gave me the breathing space to allow myself to know that everything was going to be okay if I allowed it.
I took my Macbook into curry’s and they told me that my insurance wasn’t valid. What the actual?? However I knew I had missed a payment months and months before because of a bank change, I knew because of my anxiety and how much I had worked myself up to phone the insurance company and fix it that I had already sorted this issue and I knew that something had gone wrong on their end.
I told myself I was Divinely Supported and that everything was going to be okay, I asked the lady working at curry’s to phone them and see if there was anything she could do, I remained calm. I felt like her and my boyfriend both felt like I had done something wrong for this to happen, it was offered to me that I could just pay to send it away and get it fixed… but I was Divinely supported and I was determined that this situation was going to end in a much better way.
Eventually after a long wait the phone was picked up, within minutes it was said that my insurance hadn’t been paid for 12 months, (I didn’t think to check money was coming out, I mean companies usually just lap up your money lol) It was also admitted that this was due to a colleague fault of switching my account to 1 month instead of a rolling contract. I was offered a deal that I could pay the 12 months outstanding and then they would accept my mac and fix it. I paid it. £114 instead of £250. I will take that. Divinely Supported. My laptop was then packed up and sent off and we left.
The next day Andy receiveds a phone call and thus I received a text. ‘They cannot fix your laptop due to the cause of the fault being neglect’ What the actual??? I panicked, I cried. I thought, but yesterday the universe helped out and things were sorted and that’s what I was reminded again. ‘I am Divinely Supported’. The spark hit me, the panic was lost and an idea shone into my head. I text Know How I asked them nicely to help me, I explained how much I absolutely loved my mac, how it was in a cover, in a bag when it was given to the shop to send but staff said that I wouldn’t get them back and so they were taken off. I was polite, I was grateful and in return, Olly, of whom is now my Cyber Know How best friend went above and beyond to help me.
He spoke to Know How staff, he arranged redelivery of my mac to get it fixed. Basically he was a rockstar. His was great with communication and I, kept myself aligned with that everything was always working out for me.
Now all I have to do is wait for my fixed apple love to be fixed and sent back to the store for me to collect. May everything continue to be okay with it and work out positively.
AND THEN THERE WAS V FESTIVAL!!!
I have many things to write about that happened this weekend, the main one being how smoothly and perfect everything went for us. How amazing it was that both the drive there and the drive back were perfect. How we picked the best camp, missed all of the trouble and how I with with a friend that understands the feels of anxiety and so both of us were happy to compromise for the ease and joy of things.
Driving up we were told that the motorway was choka blok however we had no traffic. We decided we would pay for the Toll road just incase as paying £5.90 is worth not sitting in a traffic jam any day.
Our tent that was bought for £10 in the Morrison’s sale went up like a dream. It didn’t leak. It fit all 3 of us. (Carly’s boyfriend snuggled into her side instead of pitching his tent as he was working the event and didn’t get enough time to sort his.
We seemed to wake up at the correct times, we were organised. We had printed the acts times and stages they were on, which was genius and made the festival so much easier. We noticed that we spent most of the weekend saying nice things about people, liking their hair, clothes, make up, bar a few human poo’s and some drunken snipes from others the words that came out of our mouths were that of positivity and gratitude.
We pitched our tent next to our neighbours of whom had a huge flag pole with a unicorn flag on meaning we could easily find our tent everyday. We were close to my car so we didn’t have a long walk to pack away the things we had brung.
The two headline acts were Jay Z and Pink. Jay Z on the first night was bloody awful, and rather than listening to him we decided we would make our way back to the tent, we only really wanted to hear encoren new york and hard knock life. He played New York whilst we walked away and the other two whilst we were settled in our tent it was perfect. We both LOVE Pink however during the day we were warned by someone who was an avid visitor of the V fest that leaving the carpark after the show was revolting.
Driving home, every traffic light bar 1 was green. We got home in such a lush time that pink would have still be playing had we chosen to watch her.
When I arrived home, Andy had just ran himself a big lovely bath that I cheekily plopped myself into. It felt like I had had the best night sleep of my entire life on that Sunday night. Clean, comfy, warm, kissed by my kids, loved by my cats and cuddled by my Boyfriend.
A New Addition is expanding. I have created an exciting new group called The Magic Lamp: Be the Genie in your life and the magic for others. In the hope that we can chat and support each other with Life, with goals, with declutter and just being the happiness of ourselves and others in the world! I will be doing my 15-minute timers in there and I’m planning some Facebook lives too! I hope to see you in there!
This week could have been the most shitty and vile week, instead it has been lush, full of fun, love, gratitude and learning.
Thank you to the universe and all of you in my life. Love you all. Keep the Magic Flowing.