Yesterday I had an exciting email for an event for LUSH, to showcase their Halloween products that is going on tonight. It’s a dress up.
Yesterday I woke up and wanted to Slay! I stroked my cat and as I was tickling his belly I realised how swollen one of his nipples was so I rang the vets and got him booked in for 3pm.
Then I had the fun idea of taking the boys and their dad to Pumpkin’s R Us. A local farm that has been done up for Halloween and sell great big pumpkins. Yesterday my time hop was us pumpkin picking last year, so I decided YAHSS Lets do it again. And it was so so fun. Check out some of our photos:
Andy and I picked 2 of the cutest instagrammable pumpkins and the boys picked a Huge thing that the pair of them couldn’t carry between them. It turned out that the farm had moved from the last time we went so I was so pleased that we had put it into the satnav and followed the new directions although bemused.
We love our fun random journeys so that was great and we had a fantastic time. And when we came back I had to then get Thor ready to take to the vets. Now, my four cats are so amazing for me, they help me with my mental health and anxiety and I have so much love for them. As soon as I told my Mamabear that I was taking one of my cats to the vets she offered to come with me and I was so thankful. As on the way to the vets after I had picked her up I started crying and having a panic attack. My mum calmed me down by giving Thor some hammy treats, he’s so derpy he pulled me round and made me laugh.
It turns out his lump is a swollen lymph node due to an allergic reaction, so he has medication and stuff to bathe him in. My mum offered me dinner and a brew at hers, so told me later she knew she needed to get me to calm down a little and so we went back to hers, taking Thor and I had some dinner. I also started prepping for the Lush event, practise my make up.. the first attempt was awful lol, and I curled my hair with my mums new hair wand.
I drove home, let Thor out and wiped my first attempt at make up off. I changed into my outfit and really liked my make up much more this time. I came downstairs, excited for the event I was going to and took this photo, I have edited to make myself feel better after what happened next:
It was after this photo I realised I had misplaced my car keys. I looked, the boys looked, everyone looked. I cried. I felt sweat dripping off my face and my chest tightening. I accepted my limits. I washed my face, grabbed, poured myself a glass of prosecco and took it as life telling me enough was enough for tonight as I poured a hot essential oil bath. So Sorry to lush for not attending tonight, I was so excited but the universe felt otherwise. I hope it was a great night.
Remember everyone it’s okay to know when you have to just take some time.
Take Care. x
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